Mostly ramblings here, so feel free to skip this.

( Cut for tl;dr to the max )

And thaaaat should be it. IDK, more will come in time I guess.

I maintained my GPA!! ;A; So legit happy right now man, you guys don't even know. IT FEELS SO GOOD TO SEE THAT. All my hard work has paid off. ;;;

And yes, I am still at Kae's. Manila has been awesome thus far. I also finally got to touch a PS3 ;w;

So. The posting day for my jimmybigbang is coming up on Sunday, so I figured I can leave this would-have-been here. Basically, this scene was in the initial idea of the story, which also included John and Kali and Orpheus as the OC rather than A DRAGON. Basically Jimmy was like... idk, Minato from P3 or something because he could see ~bonds~ and there was this whole string of fate theme going on and you can obviously see why I decided to drop all of this altogether.

Buuut it doesn't change the fact that I wrote about 10k of this before rewriting it altogether - although a lot of the stuff was reused, but I already did write the scene when the group meets Orpheus which obviously wasn't going to happen anymore, so... uh, you know, I'll just put it here for people to look at if they're interested.

( I chooseth this fate of mine own free will. )

ALL THE PERSONA 3 vibes. Maybe I should just write that Dean/Cas P3 AU I had in mind, it might actually motivate me to write something... orz

OH GOD is it the 12th already fuuu--LESS THAN A WEEK LEFT TO THE POSTING AT jimmybigbang I AM VERY NERVOUS AND EXCITE. DX That also means I really need to stop dying and actually edit the fic oh god this is why procrastination is my greatest enemy. SO NOW. TO DO LIST FOR THE WEEK.

- Finish dc_everafter fic by hook or by crook by the next weekend. (Current status: 1/3 done)
- Edit Jimmy Big Bang; one chapter per day, more if possible. (Classes to abuse: Tues & Thurs mornings).
- CONTACT PEOPLE CONSTANTLY and be prepared to do grovelling.
- PANIC DANCE
- Also start on documents for school, especially that play testing questionnaire (due Weds).
- Stop playing Birth by Sleep and actually work dear god self.

ahhhhhh there are no words on everything now ahhhhh. /)_(\ SO NERVOUS.

Like, very bad. Partly due to laziness, but also because of very bad luck.

Anyway, I am going to make myself replay Birth By Sleep, because 1) I never finished it and 2) my firmware crashed on me before I could and my save file is epically corrupted. Also, sitting on the side of the road for three hours with little else to do for the next two days doesn't give me much in the way of matters.

So yes. Replaying now since I have little else to play these days... and I finished The Third Birthday twice because Jensen Ackles does fantablous voice acting.

HAPPY 2012 EVERYBODY. I hope you all have an awesome year ahead, first of all. ♥

Anyway. Inspired by Neb's post. Since I am going into fanfic writing (mostly for SPN, but shh), I figure putting down a list of my own fandoms might do me some good too. Obviously, this isn't a complete list (as I know I'll be forgetting things) nor does it reflect all of my interests. Some fandoms I simply enjoy for aesthetic beauty more than anything else, and those that I do intend/might intend to write for will be in bold.

( Somewhat tl;dr list under the cut. )

Just a few mini-revelations and mostly random ramblings I had while I was talking to my friend about SPN and the current hatedom it has over the latest two seasons.

( SPOILER ALERT ALERT ALERT. )

SCHEDULE FOR AUGUST
- GDP proposal by August 12th
- GAC project due September
- GDP project (?), details TBA
- GDP exam, September 5th
- STGCC, August 20th + 21st

A busy month is very busy. I am going to die horribly.

OTL

Oh man Professor Layton & The Unwound Future the ending of that game.

such a tear jerker

/s-sobs forever

Also oh god talk about twists. Some of them were totally the last thing you could ever expect. Just saying.

AUTOCAD 2009.

WORK FOR ME FOR ONCE GODDAMNIT I DON'T WANT TO HAVE TO GET THE SCHOOL TECHS ON SOMETHING AS STUPID AS THIS.

(╯ಥ益ಥ)╯ ︵┻━┻

And what is with having to book timeslots for something like this this is ridiculous.

...well that was interesting.

In other news: heater is finally fixed (as mentioned earlier) and AUGH ASSGINMENTS. HOW THE HELL CAN I HAVE SO MUCH WORK I HAVE LESS CLASSES THAN LAST YEAR GODDAMNIT THIS MAKES NO SENSE AT ALL. (╯ಥ益ಥ)╯ ︵┻━┻

Sob.

(╯ಥ益ಥ)╯ ︵┻━┻ CAN THE WATER HEATER PLEASE FIX ITSELF.

Showering with cold water when you have horrible stomach cramps is the worst combination ever sob.

Nothing but awesome and epic and utter heartbreak oh god. ;;

In other news, my house had a sudden wtf power trip. I can't locate the cause of it, and I slightly bruised my leg while I was rushing around turning off and on everything. Sob. Why is my luck so terrible nowadays.

Also I am replaying AAI for the fourth/fifth time. This is strictly for me to review Gumshoe. Really.

Yes so. As some of you are aware, my mom bought for me Pokémon Soul Silver for my birthday (feel free to snicker at the name, because I sure did). Putting aside the fact that this is the first Pokémon game I legitimately own ever since the days of Red/Blue/Yellow/Green, I swear this game's purpose is to make me never complete the game forever. From Pokétalon to Bug Catching to radio shows and lottery tickets and that goddamned Voltorb card game, I've spent more time playing them than I should be grinding. -__-;; That's how sad I am. BUT THAT ASIDE, I have made my way to defeat Morty and got half of the Jotho badges already.

Also people might be amused to know that Miles (yes, Miles) got all the Pokétalon medals. How that happened, even IDK. But it happened, and that's that. And uh I'm running out of those Apri-whatitis because I got too entralled with thise Apriljuices thingys. Also I really need to get that damned shiny Gara so that I can, you know, surf. Why do I never plan these things ahead s-sigh. ANYWAY, stats! Note that I am terrible with naming my Pokémon. And yes, I only have five Pokémon on hand at present. I am awesome like that.

( Stuff under here. )

On another note, SMT once again is going to own my soul with Strange Journey... and I still need to finish Devil Survivor OTL.

Since I have done my writing for the day (two thousand words, whoo), have a meme ganked from parts of the f-list.

You can learn a lot about someone from the music they listen to. Here's the game: hit shuffle on your music player, and write down the first 25 songs that come up. No cheating or skipping songs.

1) Cromwell - Matsuo Hayato | Hellsing OVA OST: BLACK DOG
2) Piccolo Resto - Yoko Shimomura | Kingdom Hearts Re:Chain of Memories OST
3) Dive into the Heart -Destati- - Yoko Shimomura | Kingdom Hearts II OST
4) Destiny's Force - Yoko Shimomura | Kingdom Hearts OST
5) Omae no Daiji na Renchuu Nara Iru daro Omae no Naka ni - Audio Highs | Gintama OST 2
6) Departed Turnabout - Noriyuki Iwadare, Yasuko Yamada | Gyakuten Kenji OST
7) Having a Wild Time -Previous Version- - Yoko Shimomura | Kingdom Hearts OST
8) The Biggest Dreamer - Kouji Wada | Digimon Tamers OP
9) Badrick - Matsuo Hayato | Hellsing OVA OST: BLACK DOG
10) Ichirin no Hana - HIGH and MIGHTY COLOR | Bleach OP 3
11) No Time to Think - Yoko Shimomura | Kingdom Hearts OST
12) 避けられぬ戦い ~unavoidable battle~ - Persona LIVE | Persona LIVE Concert
13) The Land of Hope - Tomohito Nishiura | Dark Cloud OST
14) (Still) Terminally Ambivalent Over You - The Real Tuesday Weld | I, Lucifer
15) Nalbina Fortress Town Ward - Multiple Artists | Final Fantasy 12 OST
16) LIONS Never Surrender - Mitsuaki Madono (Kon) | Bleach Beat Collection: Kon & Hanatarou
17) Echidna Appears - Tetsuya Shibata | Devil May Cry 4 OST
18) Asterisk - ORANGE RANGE | Bleach OP 1
19) Silence Before the Storm - Nobuo Uematsu | Final Fantasy X OST
20) Primary Colored Suicide Bombing Love Song - Yasushii Ishii | Hellsing Anime OST: Ruins
21) Summer Sunset - DOES | Donten
22) Tension Rising - Yoko Shimomura | Kingdom Hearts II OST
23) Dogfight - Move | Initial D 4th Stage OP 1
24) Puu Puu! (Chi sleection track in Path to Perfection) - Mokona | Magic Knight Rayearth
25) Thunder Bluff (Shido Fuyuki selection track in A Night to Remember) - Jason Hayes, Tracy W. Bush, Derek Duke, Glenn Stafford | World of Warcraft OST

...I listen to far too many instrumentals for my own good nowadays. orz

BREATH OF FIRE III
STATUS: COMPLETE

...as always, the ending always tugs at my heartstrings. From having to fight Teepo to confronting Myria and after one intense boss fight, you'll just see the final scarifies that are made and in the end... ;; And the ending screens, oh man. So bittersweet, when you think about it. I mean its good, but at the same time its also kind of... sad. ):

So yeah, I'll just leave with the final two screens of the game.

ninjakey
wolvestigator

You know who you are horrible enablers. COME OUT NOW WITH YOUR HANDS UP. :|

AND I STILL NEED TO FINISH BOF3 WHY SELF WHY. Also I should sleep.

WHY.

WHY IS THE WORLD CONSTANTLY AGAINST ME SOB.

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

For context, please read this.

Really, I do.

So as some people might have noticed, I was online in the wee hours from about 3 - 5AM this morning because lol sudden sleeplessness. So I was just doing random stuff, chatting a bit with a few people and generally wasting the two hours by playing more BOF3. But that wasn't the point. The real point of this entry is when after I went back to sleep.

( I really have very strange dreams. )